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It’s a sad thing
It’s a damn sad thing when you watch a sad love movie with the one you love , yet he tends to sleep , you say that it’s my off do you can spend time with me , but yet ? When the coming weeks comes , let’s see how much time we got together , I really hate to see you sleep , but I can’t just get angry , because I understand how tired are you . Fuck . If only you’re no student .
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Tearing the whole night
This thai movie make me in tears so many times , even writing this to tumblr . Sighs , life is so petrify , you don’t even know what’s gonna happen next . It’s so crazy , makes me think a lot , even ask him a stupid question , if one day I happen to leave this world , will he do the same thing in the movie ? Put my photo as in the wall , and big as the size of his wall ? Haha , he was first watching with me , and then he fall asleep ? Too boring ? Or felt sleepy ? I’m also tired , but I still finish my movie .
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You’re all I yearn for .
I’m starting to get use to you tumblr , maybe the rest of the days , I’ll just talk to you :( I’ve got so much to say , I feel broken , is like we’re getting more and more harder to communicate , and I don’t why , I just don’t know , he’s always the one saying like I’m not understanding . But I’m really trying my level best already , as much as I can , I nvr do this to any of my ex boyfriends . Really never . I’ve never love a guy till I can’t even use the word love to describe how much i feel for him , :( really , so disappointed , sometimes I really feel like slapping myself , whenever I knew I was u reasonable :( he already have never meet all his friends , yet I still can stop him from playing his games , seriously just feel like self kick myself . Sighs ,
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I’m a joke to him ?
I totally understand that every relationship , there must be trust for each other , but mine ? Umh , not even a simple trust , even going out with my colleagues it seems like a crime to him , lol , I’ve got no one to talk to and neither in mind to share with , I guess tumblr you’re the only one I’ve got today , it’s Friday , and it’s suppose to be a day that he come over , sighs , but .. I was wrong , he didn’t even came . Well , he use to say that he won’t be coming , but it was never real , but today , he did . I’m extremely disappointed in myself , I waited and Waited , and at last I call him , but no one was answering , so I called his home , he was sleeping ? Great . I really wonder why every guys they quarrel with their girlfriends they can sleep easily ? I really wanna be like him , sleep whenever I like , but I just can’t . Sighs , i felt stupid on this damn Friday . I wish someone would just give me something to sleep and never wake up , kill me please . I’m really feeling so sad about my relationships . Totally upset with it . I’m so useless . I know .
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Used to have someone to share things with. Where is she ?
It’s been almost 5 months granny , I’ve got so much to share to you , you use to listen to my sorrows , now I’ve got no one at home to actually share , i’ve got a heavy heart , do you know eversince you pass away , I’ve becoming like a drunkard ? I dunno who to share with . I feel so heavy , really sigh , please at least come to my dreams and talk to me ?
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Again ?
What have you been doing the whole day ? Doing nothing at home ? I thought you would have some sleep , I’m working whole day , but did I complain the tiredness I have like how you do ? Sigh , I got so much to say , but where’s is all the time ?
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All happy moments have to come to an end
Sigh , it’s been almost everyday since we quarrel , and guess what ? You nearly hit me today , why don’t you just do it ? I was say this to your brother because , I knew it was my fault , and you’re having school 2mr , whatever isit , you were right if this goes on somebody will leave , I can see no love in you towards me anymore , I should have send you the text I wanted to send , but would I have the courage to do it ? Would I ? Sigh , i’ve got so much in mind , I would really love to just drink and drop dead without thinking anything .
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I give in , did you take ?
Whatever I said , I’m sorry , but you added with your words lifting your pride high , sigh , every single time when it’s about time that you I home , why all this shit happen ? Just fucking stop everything . Please .
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Never like to lose ,
Yeah , continue to all kinda of nonsense to prove me wrong , I knew you never like losing , But please , you’re just living here for a short while , you’re gonna leave soon anyway , so why bother ? -.- lol gosh , this is so ridiculous , I’m here trying to enlighten myself , and you’re there constantly trying to show that I’m wrong , hey do you even know how frequently I clean the bed bottom and change my bed spread ?
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Whole day ?
No text , no calls will it happen in future again ? Sigh , work today just killed half of my life , i need no nonsense any more oh god .
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